Question[s] of the day
Do you love the present more than the past?
Yes, yes, a thousand times yes. I mean, not the immediate present because I’ve only gone out about twice in over a month because of homework and I fucking miss my friends and I’m currently faced with writing almost an entire term paper the day before it’s due, but other than that I’m actually quite astoundingly happy. It’s a strange and wonderful new feeling. I don’t think I’ve been literally all over, deep down happy since my fucking childhood. Which I think ended at around 7 or 8 for me.
What are you tired of people telling you?
That they know me better than I know myself, that I haven’t changed, that I need to grow up, that I need to act a certain way, that I’m a selfish bitch, that I don’t care about anything. Well you’re all wrong, so haha fuck you!
When did you look back and realize that a long time had felt like a short time to you?
Last December when I felt like it still should have been August. It hadn’t registered to me that summer was even over yet, never mind the fact that we were in the middle of winter. And then now, it’s the middle of April and my first term at University ends in less than a week, and it feels like literally just a few days ago it was February and we were partying downtown for the Olympics.